20th October 2011

Seem to be drifting away, that feeling of not having responsibility can be really fun but after some time, it hits you on the head..."why arent you doing something with your life?"

I am.I really am trying,times are hard...job opportunities are scarce and you live in a world where everyone pulls a string to get them into places or get some other people they know into places, people with real credibility rarely get a chance. Ways of the world Id usually say but when its affecting me like this, its difficult to accept that anymore.

Anywho, there is no point in whining, Il gotta keep digging it hard, somehow somewhere I will get that opportunity and the world better watch out, coz when I get my one chance, one shot, Im gonna take it..and shoot up to the stars...yeeeeeeaaaahhhhoooooooo (optimistic!)

other updates all include partying...so ill skip that bit

thats all Ive got to update...have a good day people....i shall come here with good news, when it finally decides to come by my door step... :)